on my nightstand

This oil painting is based on an actual photo I took from my desk a few years ago, featuring hair dye, medicine, and a dumbbell. These objects provide subtle yet poignant clues into the mental state of a teenage girl, reflecting my own experiences at that time. The hair dye symbolizes a desire for change and self-expression, the medicine signifies a struggle with mental illness, and the dumbbell represents the aspiration to be fit and healthy.

Through this composition, I aim to capture the complexity and reality of everyday life as a teenager grappling with various challenges. Each element in the painting tells a part of the story, highlighting the interplay between physical health, mental well-being, and the quest for personal transformation.